You know what’s not cool? Indecisiveness. You know whose indecisive? Me.
I don’t know what it is, but I can never make a decision and stick with it. NEVER. NEVER EVER. And it’s not like I am talking about which outfit I am going to wear to work today, I am talking about my marriage. Yup, my marriage. The one that has been on the fritz for two years. I’m starting to think that maybe it was once on the fritz, but it no longer is and it’s all just made up in my head. Id like to answer my own questions, because I do seem to always have the answer… but I’m pretty sure the lack of a college degree disqualifies me from solving my problems myself.
I love him. Always have and always will. I think my problem is, is that sometimes I don’t want to. Honestly? I wouldn’t even be worrying about this shit, but I am. Why?
My period is late.